recently...

Ever since the stomach flu before chinese new year, I have become slightly (very?) paranoid with the kind of food I am eating. However, I have fun eating during the new year, and I do not feel any discomfort at all. But after the new year, for some strange reasons if there is any, I have not been feeling 100% well. I have been sleeping more, drinking more water, eating more healthy food, but yet, I still do not feel 100% well. Occassional dizziness, nauseating sensation, heavy headedness at times, extreme thirst (might be due to overdose of MSG from lunch ...), waking up with redness in my left eye, chest pains, other pains ... I just do not feel well somehow. That is also why I have not been going to gym. Why oh why...? All these, together with some foolish things i have done that have resulted in a loss of money, do not help in making myself feel any better, yeah? However, I have shown myself that I am a much more positive person than I think I am. haha! so... less money, be it. work incomplete, be it. no more europe trip, be it. eh... I hope to feel well again soon though... hehe!

in case you guys wonder why the europe trip is postponed ... I need to spend less and contribute more to the home because my dad has lost his job and is still looking for another job. let's hope the new year will bring him good luck, and may he finds a great job soon! =)